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Last Five:
2005-04-26 | -
2005-02-10 | the american dream.
2005-01-04 | carnivale
2004-11-11 | another creative writing experience. enjoy!
2004-11-11 | wednesday night, 1:18.
2004-10-29 | I'm just gonna start posting my creative writing experiments. Enjoy.
2004-09-29 | fuck you for changing.
2004-09-29 | i miss home.
2004-09-12 | grrr.
2004-09-12 | "and she would cry, liar liar!"
2004-09-12 | nate.
2004-09-10 | our angel
2004-09-10 | -
2004-08-31 | tragedy.
2004-08-23 | injury.
2004-08-23 | first night.
2004-08-21 | the kind of love.
2004-08-20 | daydream
2004-08-20 | tooth fairy
2004-08-20 | -
2004-08-06 | kitty tales.
2004-08-05 | farewell.
2004-07-09 | bittersweet.
2004-06-05 | monet.
2004-06-01 | gasp.
2004-06-01 | unrequited.
2004-06-01 | unrequited.
2004-05-23 | buckwild.
2004-05-17 | realization.
2004-05-16 | restless.
2004-05-09 | i want to anticipate missing you, but i realize i have for years.
2004-05-09 | i am covered in skin.
2004-05-09 | you don't even know it's over.
2004-04-30 | lightbulb!
2004-04-23 | sweltering.
2004-04-18 | hungover. strictly business.
2004-04-18 | saturday feels like sunday.
2004-04-17 | frankenstein.
2004-04-14 | self-conscious.
2004-04-12 | haven't written in 3 weeks.
2004-03-21 | figurative void.
2004-03-17 | lonely.
2004-03-14 | bay bridge.
2004-03-09 | oh, the promise of the first signs of spring.
2004-03-08 | alameda
2004-03-07 | burgundy.
2004-03-06 | molly.
2004-03-02 | coffee talk.
2004-02-26 | nostalgic.
2004-02-23 | but who's counting?
2004-02-20 | best friends?
2004-02-18 | hopeless.
2004-02-16 | i miss this cloud of smoke.
2004-02-01 | no-name.
2004-01-31 | reality bites.
2004-01-21 | tuesday night blues
2004-01-19 | FUCK.
2004-01-15 | snowglobe.
2004-01-12 | heartbroken.
2004-01-08 | reverie.
2004-01-07 | farewell.
2004-01-04 | married at 20.
2004-01-04 | agonizing.
2004-01-01 | happy fucking new year.
2003-12-30 | mediocre.
2003-12-28 | sunday. 2 pm.
2003-12-26 | i'm falling asleep in the bed that smells like you. just like it used to. but different this time.
2003-12-14 | regret.
2003-12-13 | finally.
2003-12-08 | epiphany.
2003-12-08 | raining on prom night.
2003-12-04 | the blaze.
2003-11-29 | dying seemed appealing at the time.
2003-11-28 | hopeless.
2003-11-11 | loyalty, trust, denial, betrayal.
2003-11-06 | untitled.
2003-11-04 | but, why my best friend?
2003-10-27 | no hope.
2003-10-19 | god knows.
2003-10-19 | lingering abandon.
2003-10-19 | portola.
2003-09-28 | greek tragedy.
2003-09-28 | brown-eyed girl
2003-09-24 | hey.
2003-09-21 | limbo.
2003-09-21 | missing at curtain call.
2003-09-03 | denial
2003-09-03 | daydream
2003-07-22 | it's like a stranger.
2003-07-21 | 7/22/03
2003-07-21 | caffe viva.
2003-07-21 | bitter
2003-07-21 | she's brokenhearted.
2003-07-21 | failure.
2003-07-21 | trieste chronicles
2003-07-15 | i'm sad tonight.
2003-05-22 | hospitals.
2003-05-18 | plastic bag.
2003-05-06 | feel.
2003-05-05 | for once.
2003-04-24 | with or without you.
2003-04-16 | rainy april
2003-04-15 | (our) secret.
2003-04-10 | guilty.
2003-04-09 | first time.
2003-04-03 | i dont dare say hopeless.
2003-04-01 | tragedy
2003-03-27 | what i want
2003-03-23 | trust. you.
2003-03-09 | desperate. fuck.
2003-03-09 | house of cards
2003-03-03 | headlines.
2003-03-03 | home is where the heart is
2003-02-26 | bitter.
2003-02-26 | rhetorical.
2003-02-23 | falling into like.
2003-02-23 | fleeting memories.
2003-02-21 | metropolis.
2003-01-21 | city lights
2003-01-21 | untitled.
2003-01-16 | natural calamity.
2003-01-15 | calculated remorse. i had to do it.
2003-01-13 | daydreaming. accepting the inevitable? prepping for my inescapable hearbreak????
2003-01-12 | desperate and empty.
2003-01-05 | attempting to shove as much bullshit down your throat as can possibly fit.
2003-01-04 | fuck you!
2003-01-03 | blind ambition.
2002-12-31 | this is what happens when you drink coffee at 11 p.m.
2002-12-21 | it never ends.
2002-12-16 | in which i attempt to make a point and end up just crying myself to sleep.
2002-12-10 | so content.
2002-12-05 | confusion.
2002-12-01 | i will never escape you.
2002-11-25 | unsolvable.
2002-11-24 | plagiarism
2002-11-13 | this is a freewrite. i didnt even look at the keys.
2002-11-06 | no sleep = delirium
2002-11-03 | the strength it takes to remain indifferent.
2002-10-28 | frustration. apathy.
2002-10-26 | my window isnt open and the wind is rustling the curtains. beautiful.
2002-10-24 | scattered sadness.
2002-10-21 | brighter day
2002-10-19 | depression confessions
2002-10-16 | for being a commitment phobe tiera sure knows what she's talking about
2002-10-14 | blissful turmoil.
10-11-02 | surrender.
10-9-02 | self destructing over my weaknesses, and tendencies toward self destruction.
10-5-02 | ramblings.
2002-10-02 | s.....i.......g........h.........
2002-10-01 | never over.
2002-09-28 | desparate.
2002-09-24 | doubts
2002-09-22 | what courtney wants.
2002-09-09 | eternity
2002-09-08 | household cleaning products and metaphors for my life.
2002-09-07 | bitching and moaning yet again.
2002-09-02 | this sucks. criticize me
2002-08-27 | man do i hate fucking adolescence.
2002-08-25 | i can do it. this is the end!
2002-08-24 | sadder than i've ever been before.
2002-08-22 | summer melancholy
2002-08-18 | all this time you said youd die for me
2002-08-08 | forever blue.
2002-08-07 | carnations fade on yesterday's stale sunsets.
2002-08-06 | Solitude.
2002-08-04 | because i said so!
2002-08-03 | confessions!
2002-07-30 | she's mourning, rather stupid, pmsing, and by god she is ANGRY.
2002-07-24 | im sorry ky. i love you.
2002-07-19 | "dad i broke another glass."
2002-07-16 | "I in the deli! I in the deli!"
2002-07-15 | shouldn't she be NICE? i mean its a fucking DREAM! NOT REAL!
2002-07-13 | randomness.
2002-07-09 | if only i could solve every problem by quitting.
2002-07-07 | i am a two wheeling prostitute.
2002-07-07 | cause im singin him to sleep
2002-07-06 | -
2002-07-05 | desparation in 15-year-olds.
2002-07-04 | ambivolence in a patriot.
2002-07-01 | august 7, 2002: the day my torture will finally end.
2002-06-29 | fuck me
2002-06-29 | I remember... when i was.
2002-06-29 | can i be your always?
2002-06-25 | So what'd u do last night? ... argued with smarterchild.
2002-06-22 | this gushy piece of flesh feels awful nice....
2002-06-18 | your brain will self-destruct in thirthy seconds.
2002-06-16 | next thing you know ill have slayer written across my forehead, screaming "on my face!"
2002-06-15 | tap.... tap.... tap..... smile.
2002-06-12 | cause its always raining in my head
2002-06-07 | K.I.T.!!!
2002-05-27 | i hate being suspended between indiference and desparation
2002-05-18 | waiting for my shadow to fade away
2002-05-05 | I WANNA BE AN UNDERACHIEVING CHEERLEADER
2002-04-22 | the question still remains, like the sasquatch: does the soul mate really exist??
2002-04-21 | counting down to my hopeful happiness, inevitable disappointment all at once.
2002-04-14 | and gosh darn it people like me!
2002-04-07 | how can maya angelou and sylvia plath even be in the same fucking category?
2002-04-05 | boy could i use a line right about now.
2002-03-30 | Spring break giddiness.
2002-03-10 | home is where the heart is.
2002-03-06 | with gloved hands the walked
2002-03-02 | weight watchers and the world wide web
2002-02-24 | romance in the carpool lane
2002-02-19 | normal?
2002-02-17 | reasoning myself to death
2002-02-16 | dont even blink.
2002-02-11 | For ever.
2002-02-11 | .s.i.g.h.
2002-02-03 | -
2001-12-15 | -
2001-12-07 | movin on up to the east side
2001-12-04 | shit i fucked it up again
2001-12-01 | popularity=power
2001-11-23 | "happy exploiting indigenous people day!" - steve
2001-11-22 | ramblings...
2001-11-22 | The misery of a 10th grade nothing
2001-11-18 | The perfect dress
2001-11-17 | -
2001-11-12 | i never wanted anything the way i wanted you tonight.
2001-11-11 | getting more and more boring by the day...
2001-11-07 | I'm not a nice girl. don't ask me to be.
2001-10-31 | Happy halloween.
2001-10-28 | The American Nightmare
2001-10-26 | Trudge on until morning
2001-10-24 | -
2001-10-22 | shortest entry EVER.
2001-10-19 | Moodfrye/Luckie Strike/The Stereo. and Liberacci.
2001-10-15 | Did you do the spanish?
2001-10-14 | I remember when poetry used to pulsate in my ring finger.
2001-10-14 | ((so much emptier than it used to be))
2001-10-12 | I'm sorry I have forgotten.
2001-10-10 | Daria.
2001-10-07 | Trying to figure out when I began to care...
2001-10-02 | 7th grade flashbacks.
2001-09-29 | You would never let your blood linger under my nails.
2001-09-29 | Punk and the flaws in its foundation
2001-09-28 | jesus freak. and why I'm devoting myself to pure booty
2001-09-23 | Hypocracy and why i hate sophomores
2001-09-21 | The Phone Number.
2001-09-20 | The Locust Lives!
2001-09-18 | The magnetism between my wallet and Oakridge mall
2001-09-16 | The best cheesecake ever
2001-09-16 | there is an internet cult living around steve. and is manic depression contagious?
2001-09-15 | The nostalgia of Fresh Choice clam chowder.
2001-09-13 | Grandpa's pacemaker to Smirnoff Ice
2001-09-12 | To silly steve
2001-09-11 | Memorial
2001-09-10 | Mom's face = my handprint
2001-09-09 | Cathedral Bells
2001-09-09 | greek philosophy
2001-09-09 | Bell game/mi cumpleanos
2001-09-08 | balancing neuroticism and success for dummies
2001-09-07 | -
2001-09-06 | i don't mind
2001-09-04 | Scott? or no scott?
2001-09-03 | sorry buttercup!
2001-09-02 | football games and my marine.
2001-08-30 | Second day of school
2001-08-27 | im turning into my mother
2001-08-26 | shrooming: why it sucks
2001-08-24 | A blend of (un)consciousness
2001-08-22 | Sylvia Plath confessions.
2001-08-22 | I'm sorry..
2001-08-21 | Strangest bus ride ever
2001-08-20 | The calm before the storm.
2001-08-20 | All she never got to say
2001-08-20 | drunk 8-21-2001
2001-08-19 | apologies of a tenth grade nothing